Because I have the lovely luck of every time I do that I get shut down immediately and because I don’t want to put that pressure on him to make a decision like that.
I also know that if wants to be in a relationship with me, he’ll straight up tell me or I’ll get drunk, call him, and cry a lot asking him what the fuck we are while he’s trying to get me to go to sleep.
So the roommate finally asked me a question last night that I wasn’t expecting.
"Are you and the man child actually dating?"
I just don’t feel like working out today.
I did don’t get me wrong, but I just wasn’t feeling it and Logan (my rock climbing instructor) could tell and just told me that it was probably because it was Saturday.
I don’t want to drink at all tonight but I know the guys will pressure me into doing it anyway because I’m a puss.
Clint also tried talking me out of going to Fujiyama’s, but I think it’s mainly because he doesn’t want me to disappear from the group since I’d be working a lot again.